I was not surprised, rather shocked at the realness of God as
she walked fast towards me after class! The Holy Spirit had already laid the
desire to pray for her weeks before she even approached me! As we walked to the
student center, she began telling me about her severe depression! After hearing
her whole victim story, I asked, “Are you praying serious prayers or are you
just playing?” She started crying telling me that she doesn’t like it when
people insinuate that she’s not a strong Christian! That she prays, she goes to
church, she reads her bible and all that! “That’s good,” I exclaimed! “But what
kind of prayers are you saying?” “I know God will take away my depression at
His own time! But I don’t understand why He doesn’t heal my depression because
I’ve been praying for years!” I told her that God doesn’t want her to live her
life depressed, that she should start believing and receiving her healing!
Despite sharing my own testimony of how God healed me from depression, she
continued crying, naming all her problems one by one, challenging and
questioning what I was telling her! After almost an hour repeating the same
thing and hearing her complain about her problems even after I told her that
Jesus heals, she continued crying and sounding like a victim! My parents this,
my aunt this…she even asked if her aunt will get revenge for her cruelty? I
knew that this was not her; I was dealing with somebody different! Somebody who
hardens his heart to God’s promise, somebody who likes being felt sorry for,
somebody who loves being a victim, somebody who loves revenge and enjoys seeing
people getting hurt, somebody who scares people with his ever changing temperament-the
devil himself!
One day I was in a car with my mum! The previous day she had
said all hurtful words to me but on that day she wanted us to go eat out! I wasn’t
happy about that so I asked, “mama you are telling me about food right now, but
yesterday you were calling me a devil?” I told her that I don’t need her food,
her money, her valuables; all I need is her love! She started crying but her
tears never moved me! I told her how painful my life had been and how I pray
that all things would change! She cried even more calling me a devil once again,
judging me about the mistakes I had committed in the past! Telling me that I
need strong prayers, I need psychologists! I said, “Mama, I don’t need a psychologist,
I just need you to start seeing the devil for who he is, somebody who breaks families!”
Her response was alarming! “Leave poor Satan alone, this has nothing to do with
him!” She threatened me that I will never hear a word from her mouth again; I
will never see a single cent from her! I just remained silent, asking God to calm
me within! After a long pause of silence, she started laughing! She laughed at
me telling me that I have lost it; somebody must have placed a strong demon in
me, telling me that I should see a psychologist! In my heart I knew, if this
woman understood the pain I went through, she wouldn’t be laughing at me like
this! Clearly she doesn’t know so it could only be the devil! I just looked her
right in her eyes, something I seldom do, and said, “I wish you could see the
devil for who he really is!”
The other day after my morning jog I went to the kitchen to
make myself some coffee! Reminiscing on last night’s church service at CRC, I
joyfully sang softly: “Satan is under my feet!” My sister opened her door and
asked me, “Are you singing that song for us?” I assume “us” meant her and the boyfriend but
I was bewildered, wondering why in the world would I sing that song to them! I analyzed
the words, “SATAN IS UNDER MY FEET” and oh well, it was not my sister who asked
me that question, but Satan himself!
As much as God is real, Satan also is real and as you walk
in God’s plan, you get to see him for who he really is! He works in the lives
of our loved ones and speaks through their lips, creating havoc, confusion and
hatred! I am constantly being hurt and
ridiculed and if I didn’t have the wisdom of God, I would be hovering in
bitterness and anger! See, I have problems as well but I don’t go around
blabbering about them! I don’t go around looking for self-pity from the world! When
somebody deeply hurts me, I don’t go around telling everybody for them to feel
sorry for me! The only time I cry is when I’m on my knees talking to God! Nothing annoys me like a victim mentality!!! We all go through tough times, we all experience
unfair treatment! We all experience pain and diseases; you would be shocked
what some people had to go through in their lives but still manage to have a
positive outlook in life! They know that Jesus was not playing when He hung on
the cross and said, “It is finished!” He
became a curse that you may be blessed! God is bigger than your problems; God
is bigger than your enemy! Wash away that victim mentality and live like a
conqueror! Speak like a conqueror! Pray
like a conqueror! God is fully aware of the events in your life! David says in
Psalm 18:6-7, “In my distress I called to the Lord; I cried to my God for help.
From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears. The
earth trembled and quaked, and the foundations of the mountains shook, they
trembled because he was angry.” See what happens when you cry out to God? He
does something about it! Can the world do anything about the problems you tell
it? They would rather join in your pity party! Stop wasting time living a
powerless, negative life, a life driven by Satan and his demons! You have a God
who knows you, a God who can and will do something about the situations you
face!
As Christians we feel used and undermined for our goodness
and in turn want to react in the same way the world does! But understand this;
the devil uses the people we love to hurt us! We do not wrestle against flesh
and blood, but against principalities and powers of this Dark Age! But we are
not hopeless! David continues to say in psalm 18:37-38, “I
have pursued my enemies and overtaken them; neither did I turn back again till
they were destroyed. I have wounded them, So that they could not rise; they
have fallen under my feet.” Your enemy is Satan it is not your mother or your
brother or your neighbours, but Satan himself! If only my mum understood how Satan
really hates her she wouldn’t say, “You will leave poor Satan out of this!” Satan
has a way to disguise himself as the “good man”! And he uses tears for people
to feel sorry for him! Do not be moved by tears but by faith! Satan hates faith! When everybody is against you and trying to
make your life difficult, just like David, you have the favour of God! In verse
39-40 he says,” for You have armed me with strength for the battle; You have
subdued under me those who rose up against me. You have also given me the necks
of my enemies, So that I destroyed those who
hated me.” Those who mistreat you may not see it but Satan knows that any born
again Christian who does the will of God is dangerous to his territory!
So, are there any benefits for enduring
hardships, scorns and unfair treatment as a child of God? Yes! Psalm 18:43-44 David continues saying, “You
have delivered me from the strivings of the people; You have made me the head of the nations; A people I have not known
shall serve me, As soon as they hear of me they obey me; The foreigners submit to me.” Because you carry the Word of God as
your compass, every demon, spirit, powerful thing that exalts itself, will BOW
down before you some day! This is a promise from God Himself! Continue loving, continue
doing good, your labour is not in vain! Satan is scared of you and he uses the
lips of unbelievers to fight you! But just see him for who he is and your life
will be victorious!
"From victory unto victory
His army shall He lead
Till every foe is vanquished
And Christ is Lord indeed!"
Thank you for putting this up :) People really need to not kid themselves. Devil IS real and his demons are real as well. It is no joke when it says in Ephesians to put on the whole armor of God. Also when it says that we fight not against flesh and blood but against principalities for forces of evil and darkness. Loved ones are being used by Satan and not even know it. We must stay protected. We must use the weapon of prayer, we must use the sword of the spirit (word of God). We must arm ourselves. James 4:7 says resist the devil and he will flee. Kind of hard to resist what you are not aware of...Kind of hard to fight back when you have no weapons to use. The enemy is cunning and slick and deceptive..roaming like a lion seeking whom he may devour. This is no joke people. The great thing is in Christ the fight really isn't fair because we have already won. Satan knows it, his demons know it too; this battle is already won and we are along for the ride. Our victory is sealed in Christ. Thanks again for a wonderful blog :)
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