I fell into sexual sin (The Last Days...)

There was a time I thought I would not make it, but God took me out. He remained faithful to His promises and He took me out!!!

If I be in Christ I am a new creature: old things are passed away; behold all things are become new!

It’s been a few days since my friend I have been getting up at midnight crying to God for revival and restoration. I feel brand new. I believe that God still wants to use me so I’m going to put in effort, I will pray when I don’t feel like praying. I will still call him my King even though I don’t feel like I deserve the title of a princess. Just like David, I remember where God took me from; I just can’t give up now!  God can do in a second what it takes man to do in a year. None of this could have ever happened if I wasn’t bold enough to believe God’s promises even in the state I was in. I felt like a dirty, worthless hypocrite but God lifted me up from the deep miray clay. Sure I’ve learned some hard lessons in this trial, and I’m still learning but one thing I can fully embrace is that every sincere Christian who desires to follow God is a work in progress. God is not finished with you yet. Sometimes we go through stuff so that we can have a story to tell, your experience can be someone’s testimony. I don’t know what I would’ve told the woman who struggles to get out of sexual immorality if I hadn’t gone through this. Now I can tell you that, it’s hard yes, but you have to get up and keep pursuing Jesus. You don’t have to remain in sin. People who remain in sin can never see what God has for them on the other side of their struggles. (Many people want the easy way out, they want the blessing but don’t want the sufferings, NOT GONNA HAPPEN. To whom much is given, much is required.  You will face a lot of trials, betrayals and tribulations, but the Lord will never leave you. In fact those trials are there to build you and strengthen your faith in the Lord. I love you so much, never give up, and keep fighting the good fight of faith! Lesego Serolong Holazapfel). Despite all that happened I still manage to look myself in the mirror and smile. I smile because I didn’t go around trying to dig worth from a man or from material stuff. I did it the hard way. I went via the cross.

Even when the waters surround me

The deep closed in around me

Lord You raised me up
And brought me out

For we walk by faith and not by what we see

And You Oh Lord are greater than all…

I believe You are God and I will follow You

There’s none greater the Creator of the world

I will trust You

I will trust You God

I will trust You

El-Shaddai

As we lift up our hands 
And worship You
Lord send down your fire
And fill this place

Come, come

Break every chain that binds us

Heal every sickness Lord

Come, come`
Hear our voice as we cry out Lord

I believe You are God and I will follow You

There’s none greater the Creator of the world