I went through the whole of last year experiencing God's
amazing love! Earlier this year He explained to me that "I now know about His love
but it's time now to move to the next level!" See, last year I understood that
even if I commit sin, God still loves me! When people around me mistreated
me, God still loved me! When I don’t have friends around me, God is my best
friend and he sticks closer than a brother!
When I started my blog about three months ago, I did not
really know what it was going to be all about! I could have written about gym, family,
beauty, biology or any other thing that I’m passionate about, but God took me
back to the most fundamental knowledge of life, and that is Jesus! To know him,
to love him, to understand Him and to live in his awesome power each day! I
knew that I could write, but I did not know how far it would go! I've tried writing
a couple of times in the past and failed and this is what makes everything
different, this time I was called by God! He promised to equip me with wisdom,
strength and power to fulfill His work!
The heading of my blog says, “My everyday life with Jesus
shows just how powerfully God works in my life! He cares about every detail
whether small or big and I want to give him the glory by sharing my stories
with the world!” At that time I had not
experienced the “power” that I was talking about! It all took faith and
obedience! God called me at a time where I was not really ready. When He said I must speak against fornication
and drunkenness, I thought He was just expecting me to push a mountain! I still
wanted to drink alcohol, I still wanted my boyfriend! I thought it was impossible! How can God
possibly want to take somebody like me to speak against such things when I'm
actively involved in them? But see, when God takes you out and you obey Him, He
will equip you with the necessary tools and his grace will be sufficient for
you! All that is required from you is faith in Him and believe that even if you
do not understand now, He will lead you in his goodness! God cannot give you
anything that you cannot bear!
Hebrews 12 from verse 5 says, “My son,
do not make light of the Lord’s discipline, and do not lose
heart when he rebukes you,because the Lord disciplines the one he loves,and he chastens
everyone he accepts as his son. Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as his
children. For what children are not disciplined by their father? If you are
not disciplined—and everyone undergoes discipline —then you are not legitimate,
not true sons and daughters at all. Moreover, we have all had human fathers
who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit
to the Father of spirits and live! They disciplined us for a little while as
they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, in order that we may
share in his holiness. No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but
painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace
for those who have been trained by it.”
Starting my blog was also at the time when I re-dedicated my
life to Jesus, a time I had had enough of the the pain of this world. It took God’s discipline to be where I am today and it is
through His discipline and my faith, that He is now using me as a writer to
reach out to others out there! It is when we are heartbroken that we discover our talents and God utilizes them to the glory of his name!
You might be sitting there thinking that you are hopeless,
thinking that you have messed up so much that God can’t turn your life around!
You might be scared or worried about what people are going to say about you,
but don’t! If God takes you out, He will remove your shame and guilt! Is there
anything too hard for God??
You are never too sinful to experience God’s mighty power in your life! You are never too old or too young! It is not too late, as long as you're still breathing there is hope!
You are never too sinful to experience God’s mighty power in your life! You are never too old or too young! It is not too late, as long as you're still breathing there is hope!
Loving Jesus, thank you so much that you came and turned my
life around! I lay my life, my fears, my weaknesses right before you and I ask
that you strengthen me each day as I use my talents to win souls for your
kingdom! Thank you for loving me so much and showing me the way when I was
lost! I love you King Jesus! Amen!
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