On my way home in the bus, I looked at all the women around me and thought to myself, what a great life this would be if all these woman took Pastor At's advice. There will be no more divorces, no more unwanted pregnancies, no more HIV and no pandemonium basically. How long are we women going to give ourselves away, all that a guy comes and do is take and take and continue taking away from you! I believe that when you give your body to a man, you give him power over you. You allow him to mistreat you, and to make you feel worthless. That is because they have gone into your most private space, they have seen you naked, they have seen who you really are.
I remember when I first accepted Jesus Christ in my life, I experienced tremendous power day after day. I would get up midnight and pray hard. I would feel so much heat in my stomach( like water boiling) each time I prayed. I would prophesy in peoples lives and things would start happening and I would stand boldly and unashamed for Christ Jesus. Its only at the end of the year 2005, after 2 years of experiencing Gods power, that I decided to give myself away to the guy who was my first boyfriend then. After the incidence I felt that the power I had , had been removed. I felt naked, ashamed and filled with so much guilt. As a matter of fact, I drew away from God because I felt unworthy of Him. I decided from then on that I would live my life and worship God there and then but I just wont get back in line with His plan because I'm just a sinner. Thank God, he never let me go!
"Let your Christianity be so unmistakable,
your eye so single, your heart so whole,
your walk so straightforward
that all who see you may have no doubt
whose you are, and whom you serve."
"Any concept of grace that makes us feel
more comfortable sinning is not Biblical grace.
God's grace never encourages us to live in sin,
on the contrary, it empowers us
to say no to sin and yes to truth."