Friday 21 June 2013

I fell into sexual sin (The Last Days...)



There was a time I thought I would not make it, but God took me out. He remained faithful to His promises and He took me out!!!

If I be in Christ I am a new creature: old things are passed away; behold all things are become new!





It’s been a few days since my friend I have been getting up at midnight crying to God for revival and restoration. I feel brand new. I believe that God still wants to use me so I’m going to put in effort, I will pray when I don’t feel like praying. I will still call him my King even though I don’t feel like I deserve the title of a princess. Just like David, I remember where God took me from; I just can’t give up now!  God can do in a second what it takes man to do in a year. None of this could have ever happened if I wasn’t bold enough to believe God’s promises even in the state I was in. I felt like a dirty, worthless hypocrite but God lifted me up from the deep miray clay. Sure I’ve learned some hard lessons in this trial, and I’m still learning but one thing I can fully embrace is that every sincere Christian who desires to follow God is a work in progress. God is not finished with you yet. Sometimes we go through stuff so that we can have a story to tell, your experience can be someone’s testimony. I don’t know what I would’ve told the woman who struggles to get out of sexual immorality if I hadn’t gone through this. Now I can tell you that, it’s hard yes, but you have to get up and keep pursuing Jesus. You don’t have to remain in sin. People who remain in sin can never see what God has for them on the other side of their struggles. (Many people want the easy way out, they want the blessing but don’t want the sufferings, NOT GONNA HAPPEN. To whom much is given, much is required.  You will face a lot of trials, betrayals and tribulations, but the Lord will never leave you. In fact those trials are there to build you and strengthen your faith in the Lord. I love you so much, never give up, and keep fighting the good fight of faith! Lesego Serolong Holazapfel). Despite all that happened I still manage to look myself in the mirror and smile. I smile because I didn’t go around trying to dig worth from a man or from material stuff. I did it the hard way. I went via the cross.

Even when the waters surround me
The deep closed in around me
Lord You raised me up
And brought me out

For we walk by faith and not by what we see
And You Oh Lord are greater than all…
I believe You are God and I will follow You
There’s none greater the Creator of the world

I will trust You
I will trust You God
I will trust You
El-Shaddai

As we lift up our hands 
And worship You
Lord send down your fire
And fill this place

Come, come
Break every chain that binds us
Heal every sickness Lord
Come, come`
Hear our voice as we cry out Lord

I believe You are God and I will follow You
There’s none greater the Creator of the world

11 comments:

  1. Thanks for sharing dearest,What a great God we serve nd amazing CRC leadership.i see we are in the same church though i'm based in CRC Botswana. Do you know anywhere i can get the song you posted even buying i'm prepared it blesses my heart great deal.

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  2. Hey there, this is a CRC song so we cant download it anywhere but just hope they sing it most of the time at church haha. It's so wonderful to be under such great leadeship Pastor At and Nyretta Boshoff. Come visit CRC BLOEM sometime!!!

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  3. yes i wish there is a way we could download all songs sang at crc bloem. i terribly miss attending crc:(

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  4. be on the lookout, CRC might just get planted at your location haha

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  5. still, nobody has this song? lol I need this song, I just need to worship singing it

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  6. I found the song yesterday from my leader.

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  7. Lol David share the song please

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  8. Add me on whatsApp- 074 7311 463
    I will send it Via whatsApp.

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  9. Hey can i also get the song?

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  10. I'll send it via whatsApp- 074 7311 463

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